Vicissitudes Album Notes
1 RIDING WITH THE TOP DOWN
Riding along the coast of San Diego, watching the surfers at sunset, inspired this one.
I was probably yearning for a Corvette convertible.
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Riding with the top down, head full of new sounds
Cool Pacific air, blowing through my hair
I can even see the tree tops high about my ragtop
My Cutlass Supreme, rides like a dream
Through valleys and fields that roll like these wheels
I'm past the point of knowin', where I'm even goin'
2 REUNION
Friendships can ebb and flow at times, but it’s often been my experience that trying to recapture long-lost
relationships isn’t easy. People and lives change, often not in similar ways. But some may be among those
who once knew us best and are true links to our past—should we care to go there.
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It's good to see you friend, it's time we make amends
Remember when, tie loose ends
Maybe find new ways to begin again
(Chorus)
Did you find what you were looking for?
Still think more or less, less is more
You always said life's just a metaphor
For all those places you've never been before
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We went our separate ways, waiting for some better days
Well let's just say fools have a way
Of leaving all to chance and come what may
3 WHERE LOVE GOES
This places all the blame for a breakup on the other person but of course, it’s
usually a two-way street of incompatibility. By hey, it’s my song!
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Don't be fooled by the passionate look on her face
She'll lure you in and leave you without any trace
She'll tell you how you're not like other guys
Things left unsaid are like words to the wise
'Cuz her heart, is where love goes to die
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She'd never try to hurt you or treat you unkind
She's only jaded by the way love has messed with her mind
She'll tell you tales of treachery and lies
That's just her way of saying goodbye
'Cuz her heart, is where love goes to die
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You'll pay the price for the men who have broken her heart
You'll feel the love when she starts to pick you apart
You'll know it's over but you won't know why
It'll finally hit you when you're hung out to dry
That her heart, is where love goes to die
4 MOVING UPTOWN
Instrumental.
5 VICISSITUDES
It’s often said that things that stress us out the most are those we can’t control. Vicissitudes—sometimes
good but more often unwanted things that suddenly just happen to everyone at various times—are just part
of the cycle of life. They do keep things interesting and unpredictable.
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You'll think you're on a roll but you'll lose control
What you gonna do to save your soul
Jagger lied, time's not on his side
Life's ups and downs are one bumpy ride
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(Chorus)
And I feel sorry for you
I feel sorry for me too
There's nothing we can say or do
To stop these vicissitudes
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It can happen so fast, all things must pass
Changes will come but even they won't last
Try to ignore or somehow even the score
But you'll just have to learn how to weather the storms
6 I DON'T THINK SO
There’s a singer-songwriter I like who seems too self-absorbed to bother with even basic courtesy when
encountering him at his shows. I have talked to others who have had this same experience. Of course, he’s
not alone in being unapproachable, but he seems to excel in this area. As the song suggests, we’re not
talking groupie-type encounters here, just something as simple as a “hello” and an appreciation for coming.
Not cool.
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You have a way with words, you can turn a wicked phrase
You and your old man, were a lot alike that way.
But you can't find the words, just to say hello
Thanks for coming, friend... Enjoy the show
(Refrain 1)
I owe you nothing pal, I'm here to play a gig not boost your morale
You pay the price, I play the show
But going out of my way just to make you feel whole
I don't think so
You play a mean guitar, that never seems out of place
With that endearing snarl, that never seems to leave your face
Maybe life on the road, ain't what it's cracked up to be
I drove hours just to see you... Pay some attention to me
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(Refrain 2)
I owe you nothing, pal, I'm here to play a gig not boost your morale
You pay the price, I play the show
But coming on to me like we're the best of bros
I don't think so
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7 HERE ONE MINUTE, GONE THE NEXT
It’s never made sense to me how people spend their short time on this planet cultivating knowledge,
skills and relationships, only to have it all vanish forever in a heartbeat. Someone else decides what is worth
saving of their valuables and personal effects, with the rest relegated to a dumpster.
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I once knew a guy with a hungry mind
Expert in all things refined
Held the reigns at a blue-chip firm
Once made William F. Buckley squirm
Healthy, wealthy and wise
Then he died
He talked of his legacy, now that he's gone
They just talk about his perfectly manicured lawn
Trophies and awards, custom-made drapes
Tossed in the trash with his kinky sex tapes
Uncovered like a pack of lies
When he died
(Chorus 1)
What the hell's the point, it's anyone's guess
But like doesn't make one lick of sense
It's like living large while you're writing bum checks
Here one minute and gone the next
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There will come a day when this song gets played
For a second time, for old time's sack
Dad's cute little pastime, music to his ears
Fussing over words nobody else hears
"Erased like a memory," he'll cry
When he dies
(Chorus 2)
What the hell's the point, it's anyone's guess
But life doesn't make a damn bit of sense
Any meaning gets lost in what we forget
Here one minute and gone the next
8 ELEGY
As noted above, death draws to a close everything a person strived for and attained in life. Special, unique
talents can’t be replicated. This song is my inarticulate way of honoring the great spirit of the late Jeff Beck.
Cut a bit short at a youthful 78, his passion and depth of emotion, played flawlessly with an economy of
motion, grabbed me in my teens and never let go. I probably better captured that style in the song
"Stop and Go Traffic" from a previous album.
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9 LET IT ALL GO
I used to spend too much time and effort on relationships that just weren’t going to take off no matter how
hard we tried. But in hindsight, they were all touchstones to something better.
We say goodbye, not in so many words
We pick and choose, things we never heard
Why ignore, things that get too hard to hide
Let's face the truth about how we feel inside
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(Chorus)
Let it all go, let it all go
We can't find what we're looking for
Till we let it all go
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I'll think of you, where the morning light
Worked its magic, and made it seem so right
It's like a dream, we always used to say
Nothing it seemed was
Standing in our way
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10 ALL DRESSED UP AND NO PLACE TO GO
I could have just come right out with it and named it “The COVID Song.”
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This pan-damn-demic won't be outdone
It's getting to be too much work to have a little fun
All dressed up and no place to go
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It'll chase you all the way to Timbuktu
Finally take out Elvis up in Kalamazoo
All dressed up and no place to go
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(Refrain 1)
Bought a Stetson Diamonte, never Rivian in the driveway
All dressed up and no place to go
This dating scene is getting old fast
Try to steal a kiss through a three-play mask
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I feel like a junkie, needles in my arm
We've sheltered so long we're losing our charm
All dressed up and no place to go
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I feel like a wanted man on the run
Like dodging that bullet in Chekhov's gun
All dressed up and no place to go
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(Refrain 2)
Took an online course in Taekwondo
In case of attack in my uptown condo
All dressed up and no place to go
This dating scene is getting old fast
You have to take a test just a make a pass
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11 IT'S OUT OF MY HANDS
You know where this one’s headed with those first whining notes from the pedal steel.
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I've done my best, hardly stopped to rest
But I just can't make things right
Other men, they hold her when
I'm alone at night
I'd give her my life, even make her my wife
Ah but she has other plans
And if love can't h0ld her, it's out of my hands
She looks at me, like I should be
The one to help her through
The heartaches and pain, the endless rain
That falls when love's untrue
I've tried to pretend that we're just friends
But my heart just can't understand
And if love can't hold her, it's out of my hands
Don't tell me I know, I've gotta let go
No more wishing it's just not true
She turned this old heart into a work of art
A real-life Dine in shades of blue
You say I'll never learn, that I'll just crash and burn
With no soft place to land
But if love can't hold her, it's out of my hands
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12 CHRISTMAS EVE
More than 100 migrants, largely from South America, were unloaded like a herd of cattle on the streets of
Washington, D.C., in 18-degree weather on Christmas Eve 2022. No matter how one feels about illegal
immigration, politicizing the issue to a point where we lose our humanity and compassion as a people seems
like the beginning of the end for a so-called civilized society.
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Our bus driver's dressed like Santa Claus
We'll sing "Capricho Navideno" and "Noche de Paz"
They told us we're headed for a much better place
One this holiest of nights I can feel God's grace
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(Chorus)
Heading north through the Land of the Free
On Christmas Eve
The warmth of their bodies, their only source of heat
On Christmas Eve
Unloaded like cattle to shiver and freeze
Welcome to our nation's capitol
On Christmas Eve
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They told us not to worry, just have a little faith
I mean look at all this land, we'll find our place
Now try to get some sleep we'll be driving all night
In this Melting Pot of promise on the road to our new life
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